I could cut all fucking day and it still
wouldn't be enough to make up for how
ugly, stressed, angry, and utterly scared I feel.
It's still worth a try though...right?
Fuck it. Why does my brain work like this???? I can't wait to get into treatment!
P.S. I've been so busy this week with school starting that I've been slacking on reading and commenting on everyone's blogs.
I fully appreciate when you guys leave comments. The feed back, the pep talks, the 'I relate's, etc.
I love the support system that I've started to become a part of here.
I promise to catch up with everyone! I've missed you all :)
But for now- Good Night, my loves. Sweet dreams.
4 comments:
i kow what u mean about the cutting its never enough
but im glad that ur gettinghelp for u it
I too am glad you are getting help. Cutting is a very serious addiction and is hard to break but you can do it.
I'm proud of you for getting help for the cutting! I've been there- I used to cut every day multiple times a day for over a year, but I've finally (with a lot of treatment) gotten to a place where I've stopped for the most part... Every few months I'll slip (I don't remember when the last time was, though!), but I consider cutting in the past for me, for the most part. It's a really difficult addiction to stop, but you can get there! Through your writing I can tell that you are a very strong person with a strong will- you can overcome this! Hang in there. <3
i'm in OP treatment for cutting...its so addictive. i want to stop so badly and i had for 18 days. but now i'm back at 0 days cut free. i just cant quit cutting...but at least i'm in recovery.
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