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Saturday, February 19, 2011

Yikes! I Don't Even Know What To Say





1. I swear I haven't stolen anything since I got arrested...but I have. 
I've stolen a lot of stuff since then, actually >:) Lol.
(But I truly have stopped now! I realized it's not worth jail time.)

2. I'm a closet Jersey Shore fan.

3. I have a terrible habit of taking things and hiding them from people.

4. I daydream waaay to much.

5. I am jealous of my brother because he gets to go all day without getting hungry (ADD = Adderall = No appetite) And I have to spend all day hungry (Disordered = Anti-Psychotics = Increased appetite)

6. 95% of the self inflicted cuts, burns, and scars on my body are because of my brother making me feel like shit.

7. I wish I could blame my eating disorder on the girl who ruined my life at 15. But I know it's always been an inevitable part of me.

8. I can't sing. I'm seriously as bad as the worst of the worst on American Idol :P Lol. Which is why I only sing to my dog.

9. When I get a good grade, write a great poem, paint a meaningful picture, or accomplish anything that makes me feel good about myself- I hide it from my brother because I know he will always find something bad to say about it and it will always destroy what little pride I felt.

10. I wake up every night kicking and punching and screaming. I'm angry and I don't show it so it manifests itself in my dreams.

There! 10 secrets (well, not anymore) Feels good to get them off my chest
*The negative ones have been eating away at me for a while.

Okay, your turn! Go on :) Tell me your secrets & do the 10 day challenge.
It's actually really healing to just get it all out of you! Try it.



P.S. Now let me tell you one of your secrets:





2 comments:

Pow said...

You are an inspiration.
Stay Strong & Beautiful sweetie <3

Dani said...

love u hunny